Here I sit Again!

I still have not gotten my own computer so here I sit again at the library putting in my post blog! My friends I miss you all terribly!!!! Well I had a job, just cant work the days and hours they want me to. My kids are more important and I cant mess up their schedule. I am just gonna keep looking and the perfect job will come along with the hours and days that co incide with my family. It is the only way!!!! Well I wont be on for long I have to go pay those wonderful things called bills!!!! Have a beautiful day!!!

I GOT A JOB!!!

I found a job!!! Isn't that just great I am back in the work force. To all my friends we have got to get together for drinks!!!! Call me ya all!!!! I miss you all and can't wait to see you. I will be having a birthday party for myself soon even though belated.

YESSSSSSSSSS

So very happy today that I am almost done with job searching. I had a wonderful job interview this morning I think I may have landed it after all. Also I hopefully will have my new laptop by this weekend. No more library trips to use the internet. Just library to get books!!!!! I can be online for more than 1 hour at a time. Happy Birthday to me!!!!!!!!!! Well Monster Trucks are tomorrow night, I really want to go, I guess we will see. Hi everyone and have a good weekend!
Love ya!

PRAYING

Sometimes we pray and there seems to be no answer or we get an answer we don't particularly like. We learn things that we may not truly have wanted to know but are told to open our eyes to the greater picture. We pray sometimes because we want our way just to find out that once again we must realize that it is not our way but Gods way that counts and that matters. No one is perfect!!!! We would all like to claim to be, but are not!!!!! My daughter told me one night to pray for what it was that I felt I wanted and that God is the most powerful being and that only He can make these things, wants, desires truly a reality. I had told her that God had opened my eyes to the truth and that I did not know if we could have what we wanted but we will always be given what we need. Well Im not sure which one of us prayed harder or believed stronger but our prayers were and are being answered as we speak. I guess what we wanted is also what God figured we needed. God opened the eyes of a person we missed dearly and I continue to pray that His eyes will remain open. Thank you God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Prayer does work and we must always be thankful for what we have.

Love

I am so in love today. Even more today than in the past. Just so you all know I do believe that people can change and eventually will whether it be good or bad. I have changed for the better. I am happier than I have been in quite some time. My family is strong and getting stronger day by day. They are what holds me together, without them I am nothing. Anyone reading this just know that you must hold those you love close and dear. Tell them you love them each and every day. I love my family and my friends. My Honey is my partner in all I do and I love him every day more and more. My kids are my world!!!!!! Matt, I love you Thank you for being my rock!!!!!

Happy Days Are Here Again!!!!

These days are much happier do to a special someone in my life. He is the man of my dreams and my emotions. He loves me for me and I am not the same without him. My birthday is special today!!!! Thank you for all the calls and texts to tell me happy birthday!!! Have a great day yall