Im sure you all have missed me!!

Hi all! Summer is here, Fourth of July has passed. We had so much fun with sparklers and such. I hope all of you are doing well, as I am. Looking for work..... but hey isnt everyone now a days? Economy sucks! Wish me luck!

HOT

It is so hot today. It feels like summer is nearing!!!! Well I am still using the library computers to get online. Keep your fingers crossed and keep a prayer in mind for me. Love to you all.

WOW

HI there all 2 people that might read this. Im working on being able to get online from my house, so keep your fingers crossed.

Here I sit Again!

I still have not gotten my own computer so here I sit again at the library putting in my post blog! My friends I miss you all terribly!!!! Well I had a job, just cant work the days and hours they want me to. My kids are more important and I cant mess up their schedule. I am just gonna keep looking and the perfect job will come along with the hours and days that co incide with my family. It is the only way!!!! Well I wont be on for long I have to go pay those wonderful things called bills!!!! Have a beautiful day!!!

I GOT A JOB!!!

I found a job!!! Isn't that just great I am back in the work force. To all my friends we have got to get together for drinks!!!! Call me ya all!!!! I miss you all and can't wait to see you. I will be having a birthday party for myself soon even though belated.

YESSSSSSSSSS

So very happy today that I am almost done with job searching. I had a wonderful job interview this morning I think I may have landed it after all. Also I hopefully will have my new laptop by this weekend. No more library trips to use the internet. Just library to get books!!!!! I can be online for more than 1 hour at a time. Happy Birthday to me!!!!!!!!!! Well Monster Trucks are tomorrow night, I really want to go, I guess we will see. Hi everyone and have a good weekend!
Love ya!

PRAYING

Sometimes we pray and there seems to be no answer or we get an answer we don't particularly like. We learn things that we may not truly have wanted to know but are told to open our eyes to the greater picture. We pray sometimes because we want our way just to find out that once again we must realize that it is not our way but Gods way that counts and that matters. No one is perfect!!!! We would all like to claim to be, but are not!!!!! My daughter told me one night to pray for what it was that I felt I wanted and that God is the most powerful being and that only He can make these things, wants, desires truly a reality. I had told her that God had opened my eyes to the truth and that I did not know if we could have what we wanted but we will always be given what we need. Well Im not sure which one of us prayed harder or believed stronger but our prayers were and are being answered as we speak. I guess what we wanted is also what God figured we needed. God opened the eyes of a person we missed dearly and I continue to pray that His eyes will remain open. Thank you God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Prayer does work and we must always be thankful for what we have.

Love

I am so in love today. Even more today than in the past. Just so you all know I do believe that people can change and eventually will whether it be good or bad. I have changed for the better. I am happier than I have been in quite some time. My family is strong and getting stronger day by day. They are what holds me together, without them I am nothing. Anyone reading this just know that you must hold those you love close and dear. Tell them you love them each and every day. I love my family and my friends. My Honey is my partner in all I do and I love him every day more and more. My kids are my world!!!!!! Matt, I love you Thank you for being my rock!!!!!

Happy Days Are Here Again!!!!

These days are much happier do to a special someone in my life. He is the man of my dreams and my emotions. He loves me for me and I am not the same without him. My birthday is special today!!!! Thank you for all the calls and texts to tell me happy birthday!!! Have a great day yall

Happy Birthday!!!!

I'm so excited!!!! I will be 32 here very soon and yes I am happy about it!!!! I haven't been on here much this year so far but I may be able to be on here alot more come here very soon. My birthday present may be a laptop of my own so I will no longer have to go to the library to do this. Anyways everyone who reads this have a great day!!!!!

Hello!!!!

Okay all it is almost Valentine's Day. Do you all have a Valentine in mind, should probably let thatyou know that you really do care. I hope you all have the best day ever!!! As you can tell I am in better spirits lately. It takes more muscles to frown than it does to smile. Well I am off to a job interveiw, wish me luck. Love to you all!!!!

Awesome Life

Hello to you all no matter how many truly read this blog. Acehole, how are you and the lady doing??? Well I guess I can truly say that life is awesome. There truly are angels out there willing to lend a helping hand when the world seems like its closing in on you. Joe has been my angel lately and a good friend, listening to all my BS about how things have been going and how things are going to get done. He has lent me that helping hand that we all need every once in a while. I am very greatful to him. If you are reading this, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU, you just don't know how much it really means to me. Like I said I have an awesome life!!!!! Hey ya all Valentines Day is coming up real quick and 2 weeks after that I will be 32!!!!! WOW how time flies. Well I hope you all have a great day and remember when you feel you are sinking there is always an angel if you believe to help lift you up. God put them here for a reason!!!!

Today

hello everyone. Literally one of you!!!! I know I haven't been on here nearly enough lately but I am trying. I have to go to the library in my free time, when is that? I am alive and doing well. Enjoying my pineepeps and all. I hope for my birthday I will get a lap top. Wouldn't that be just awesome???? Well I hope the new year has been well to you all. Hey I have dropped 20 pounds already and will continue to strive to get back down to where I know I am healthy for me and my kids. well everyone have a good day and Ace Hey crazy man, I am truly happy for you and your new girl. Congratulations and good luck!!!!

CRAZY LADY

I guess I am know to one as crazy lady (acehole). I do not fit the description if any really knows me. I am still using the lap top but again may only be for tonight. As soon as my friends leaves it is off to the library for me. I am so happy that I now have two people that read about my boring yet wonderful life. I am soooo very blessed!!! I have wonderful friends and great kids and my health and my new found church. God is awesome in the way he works through our lives putting us at times in places we never thought we would ever be, just to better us in ways we ourselves dont always comprehend. I am being taught valuable lessons right now in things and people that I want and dont want in my life. It is sad that we as people have to throw out the garbage per say every once in awhile. Anyways, enjoy life and keep a smile on your face, its usually the first thing a person sees, unless you are turned around and then hopefully it is your firm butt!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Okay I crack myself up some times. Have a great night. . .I am now going to sleep good night all until next time.

sMILE AND TAKE A DRINK

Well for today I am on this computer but as for tommorow I will have to go to the library in order to post. Take NO pity on me. As soon as I get a laptop there will be no problem. PineePeps are hella good. Im telling you all you should really try them. Hey Acehole!!! Yes you know who you are!!! Not you Faurdes Noor. Talking at a friend who is reading this. Find laughter in this!!!! I am smiling NOW!!!! What goes in must come out!!!! HAHAHA!!!!!! Anyways have a great day and give lots of belly rubs!!!!!!

Still Tuesday Barely

It is 11:40 pm. It is so late and 5 am comes quickly so sleep is needed. I wanted to post today however. After today it may be a little time before I post again. Not quite sure if my friend is going to take this computer with them when they leave. I guess we will see. Libraries are always fun. So give me time I haven't disappeared. To the one and only person that reads this THANX!!! I am so tired so this will be short. Be wise and brave and dont let anyone crush your ideals and emotions and dreams!!! Later gator!

Cool Statement

A woman came from a man's rib
Not from his feet to be walked on
Not from his head to be superior
From his side to be equal
Under his arn to be protected
And by his heart to be loved

Strange day

I am having a strange day. This morning was okay. Oh by the way church was fabulous!!!! Praise God!!!! Anyways, I have to send my dog away for a couple of months to get nuetered and potty trained and all that good stuff but it is tearing at my heart like crazy. I am so very attached to my baby. I am gonna miss the snuggles at night. I knwo awwwww! I am very sad. Was crying but I know that God will make everything good for my doggy. I must beleive. Anyways God bless! Oh I watched the new dukes of hazzard last night, that movie is comical!!!! I was laughing so hard I almost peed my pants. Have a good day.

SUNDAY-CHURCH

Good morning all!!! Today is God day, I will be going back to church today!!!! I am so excited, a bit nervous too. A new place new people, all wondering what my story is. Well I am full of smiles today and will be there to praise the Lord with my fellow worshipers. No new movies, didn't watch any last night. I pampered myself instead. I played my kind of music loud painted my finger and toe nails and then danced around like a crazy lady! Had fun, got out some bottled up frustration. Well I need to go get me and the chillins ready for church so until later, May God bless your day with a smile too!!!!

WOW

I can not believe that it is finally Saturday! I watched Final Destination 2 last night by myself. Scared the heck out of me!!! Hopefully I will be able to get some new movies today . . . . .I guess we will see. I told ya all about the ribs . .well this morning I made homemade hash browns, scrabbled eggs (seasoned just right) and bacon (crispy) and made breakfast burritoes with cheese and salsa. Oh how good it was with my peppermint mocha creamer in my coffee. My life seems pretty plain however like my friend says it NO DRAMMA!!!!!! Fun but quiet. I cleaned house all morning. I know How boring, even got the windows inside and out of the whole house. That was a job in its self!!!!! I've been having fun listening to my music and dancing around the house. Kids are partying with me. How cute huh??? Well right now is quiet time so I am able to write real quick before we go outside and play chalk all over the driveway. I'm even gonna draw my special flower. It'll be a blast!!!!! Well till later folks, have a GOD filled day and enjoy your loved ones!!!! Hey remember Santa is watching for good and bad little boys and girls!!!!! LOL!!!